Conscience

I miss you -

You lose yourself in your thoughts
- So many times -
& I can't find you.

If only you could be still
& rest,
Peace would fill your mind and heart,
If only you wouldn't drift so far away.

Leave the chaos of the mind -
Behind.

But you forget yourself
- Deep inside nothingness
Deep inside tiny, insignificant,
Gargantuan nothingness -
& I can't find you.

I don't even know where to look.

The more I think about it,the more I know. The more I know, the less I feel, and now - I don't even remember.

¿Cómo no querer?

¿Cómo no querer?
Si no sé que pienso cuando te veo,
No se que decir -
Y digo todo.

Y sí,
Tengo miedo -
Que me descubras,
- El desorden -
Que sepas que no hay un pensamiento coherente.

Y digo todo.
No me puedo esconder
- Dentro de tus ojos -

Te veo
- Más alla de lo que piensas -
Y sé que me ves
- Mucho más de lo que quisiera -

Haiku - Dreams

Fly and dream tonight,

Know you can resist the height,

You have the power.

A kinda cheesy haiku. I wrote it when I was in the 9th grade, what more can be expected? Anyways... as usual I saw the pic and knew I had to use it :)

Shadows

Afraid,
Don't know
What the mind is working.

Trampled and alone
- Again -

Deep in myself
- Hating -

Regretting.

Should not have spoken
Not revealed the face behing the mask.

I know it is
- and you have found it -
Too horrid.

Untitled

For purity's sake,
Look not at me -

This is just a quote I thought up a while back, when I found this great pic, I knew I had to use it :)

Shame

I don’t know how
I will –
I don’t think
I will –

Too afraid to face it –
Too ashamed.

Where will my imprudence be hidden?
Where will my broken body lay?

This tombstone will stand
Unseen
Alone
Forsaken
Amid the dead.

Sentimiento Razonado

Cuando pienso
Creo
Cuando creo
Sé
- Y vivo -

Vivo del conocimiento de la dicha,
Aunque no yace a mi lado
Aunque no puedo - sentir
- Aún -
Vivo por alcanzar.

Pienso
Creo
Y
Sé.

Aquí -
A la izquierda del medio -
Palpita
Vibra aún -
Por abrazar la llenura.

Y vivo
Pensando
Creyendo
Y
Sabiendo que,
Por nuestras promesas
Tocaré la cúspide de la felicidad
- Tus labios -

Something old...

Everything is never enough
With me -
or you.

I gave - nothing
I have given - everything.

And you don't want this,
You can live without this.

You see me -
Know me -
Hide from me.

I know -
I look -
I hear -
And I hurt - at will.

And I will not live
Not live for this -
Not this way.

There is no truth
In anyone -
In anything -
But this - I am -
Undesireable.

Verdad

Lo cierto-
Es nada-
Más alla de tu propia verdad.

El viento vuela las palabras,
La ciencia,
La vida,
Mas no lo real
- Lo real es nada,
Más alla de tu propia verdad.

Sucumbidos por el tiempo
Abrazamos lo perecedero, y –
Lo infinito se pierde
- Lo infinito es nada
Más alla de tu propia verdad.

Y mortales –
Yacemos
En un charco de nuestro propio lamento.
Sin consuelo
Por no encontrar nuestra propia verdad.

Tú que vuelas
Tú que sueñas
Tú que vives
- Abosrbiendo la medula de la vida -
¡Acoge tu verdad!
Es lo cierto,
Es lo real,
Es lo infinito,
Lo inmortal.

Super cheesy and corny! Oh well :P

To Read With Care

Dear, there is a place that in dreams I visit,
Laced with the threads of your smile.
Living there I know no sorrow,
Living there I am surrounded by your name.
Could waking reality hold this bliss?

Let me linger here,
Let me bask in the sunshine of your eyes,
Though the dream may be endless,
Then I’ll nestle in the utter warmth of you.

There is a secret name hidden in the poem to find it the reader must take the first letter for the first verse, the second letter from the second verse and so on. Restart the process at the second paragraph.

Secret Mask

Let's not say it,
Let's keep this secret.

Hide my face behind your heart
- My mask -
Don't let me fade.

The tender thread that binds,
Don't let it break.

Don't speak the words,
They need not hear.

They need not know
- My smile -
The mystic bliss I hide away
In my shrouded abode.

Veiled in your heart
I conceal my absolute self.

Let's keep this secret.

Hollow

- In here -
There is only
The excruciating pain
Of missing you -

There is only
Your absence.

No solace grows
In emptiness.

This drawing is not mine, mostly all the pics and drawings you'll see here aren't mine. But they are great, no?

Easy Cure

That's accuracy -
That's the easy cure,
Meeting your eyes
When I know you'll look.

That's punctuality -
Walking down halls
& through doorways
With every intention of seeing you -
& finding your face.

It's not a question of fate or chemistry
It's desires perfect timing
& truly,
There is no point in questioning.

Forever and a day

Forever and a day -
Then -
Infinity.

I think
No one can harm in the distance -
In the abscense of time.

Lost in days, weeks,
Months -
Years!
Minutes, seconds, hours -
Trying to-
Full of fish and flowers -
Find freedom forgotten.

Searching -
Seeking sanity
Finally -
Subcoming -
Surrendering to the sensuality of time.

To the totally unknown time.
To the totally unkown,
Nonexistant, inexplicable, intangible
Concept of time

It haunts me...

I posted this in the other blog I know... but I think it's better off here too :P

Confessions

Fish out of water -
Awkward little girl
With her legs
Tightly pressed together.
No security must show.
No trust.

Walking with so many -
So alone.

The constant fear -
Rejection,
Something she deems so eminent.

To her -
Whose whole world is wrapped up and conceled -
In dreams,
The outside is a terrifying place.

To be known,
Appreciated,
Nothing does she want more.
Yet,
There is nothing more she fears.

It is the fear of the unknown.

Again the pictures isn't mine and it's not me :P Thanks to the grammar bug once again for helping out :P

Haiku: Serentiy

She stands now serene,

Splenderous in victory,
The banzai answered .

The girl in the picture is not me, and the picture is not mine either. It's just a source of inspiration. *Thanks to Dave for helping with some grammar corrections :P hihi

Peace Searching

Siento que viene -
Pero no lo suficientemente pronto.

Lo siento a mi lado -
Pero nunca lo suficientemente cerca.

Debo esperar -
Más
Y más -
Lo sé.

Pero,
Nunca esperaré lo suficiente?

An Elongated Sigh

I am lost
- Deep -
In thoughts of you.

You are
Possibilities
You are
Enigmas
You are
Understanding and not knowing.

This is my ode to you
To say -
You belong to me
- But -
Will never be mine.

Interminable

Los momentos callados -
La brisa
Una caricia
Una mirada como estrella fugaz -

Todo se escapa
Como empujando con el hombro el Aire.

Al final sólo queda el teatro -
El drama.
Pasión frustrada - Calor-
Verano eterno -
Callada desesperación.
Luna azul.

Un suspiro de negación
- Es ahora -
Una respiración anhelosa.