Paranoia

The eyes –
The gawking, dreadful eyes
Piercing
Insulting
Invasive

No – not welcome
Not welcome over me

These eyes of depravity and sin
Eat away at my flesh
Destroy my spirit
Corrode my soul

Hide –
Hide me!

No place –
No place to hide me.

Nothing to cover the nakedness
Nothing to dress my bare skin

Exposed –
I curse you.

The Bravery of Emptiness

Yes,
I feel like a mistreated child -

Sitting in a corner.

Filled with a desperate desire to sink into the darkness ,
Become nothing,
& disappear...

On the Brink

All this rubbish
Ensuing in my brain -
All this unfounded hate

I find myself in a fragile,
Fragile state.

Not a focused thought
Not a focused or coherent thought.

I am hated.
Reason must be
Against this weak pulsating machine.

I descend.
The darkness -
It's coming.