Conscience

I miss you -

You lose yourself in your thoughts
- So many times -
& I can't find you.

If only you could be still
& rest,
Peace would fill your mind and heart,
If only you wouldn't drift so far away.

Leave the chaos of the mind -
Behind.

But you forget yourself
- Deep inside nothingness
Deep inside tiny, insignificant,
Gargantuan nothingness -
& I can't find you.

I don't even know where to look.

The more I think about it,the more I know. The more I know, the less I feel, and now - I don't even remember.