Little Girl

She followed me to this distant land
Resting of my fingertips,
In the palm of my hand.

- The mountains,
The sea,
The breeze,
Those comformting kisses -

While I broke free,
While I forgot.

Now she realeases herself,
Though slowly,
I see her wings begin to spread
Before me.

In the cool darkness everything will be alright

All the pretty colors
- Spots, lines, swirls -
Coming and going
Coming and going
Gone.

Blur - blur - blurry
Throb - throb - throbbing

Crippling blow
- After
Crippling blow
After -

Right, right, right
Always to the right

Head
Face
Neck
Shoulder

No sight
No sound
No smell

- No, please, no -

Despite all my rage

Stuck
Stale air
Stagnet water
- Trapped -

The walls have closed in
A rat in a race
- In a never ending maze -

I volunteered my own dimise
Willfully sold my soul,
I knew there was no talent to waste.

Count my blessings and end this.

Of what use is this rind
Unwanted, uninvited, not needed
Unwelcome
Consuming
Unnerving
Revolting

A let down
Always a disappointment

Finish it
Finish it off!

Burn it and scatter it to the wind!

Let it be lost
And no more hurt.