Sedoka

La vida fluye
en las profundidades
del agua, pura.

Majestuosidad
de la Naturaleza,
fluye muy dentro de mi.

The Explorer

(How does it end;
- My life -
This story?

I am not my own.)

A long and wrenching search
I plan to undertake
-Through sacrifice's gate -

To find what sleeps
- Beyond this void -
Buried in the corners of a beating box.

What jewel lies
Under this rubble?
- If there be one at all -

What rare flower
Lives
In this jungle of weed?

So I begin the quest to find
- Myself -
A hidden treasure.

To be my own.

Los Defensores del Agua - El Inicio

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Putting it Together

Something to Remember

Submission

- Unispired and frivolous -
I lay down my Arms.
I shall resist and fight no longer.
The Voice inside me
- Was always wrong -

Fire

There is a whisper passing by
- Mixed in the smoke -
I remember you.

Introspection

This is me
- here -
With everyone.
Alone.

I vow
- I tried -
Tried to be where
you are
Tried to be who
you are

It is
- you are -
Too far
For me.

I am not so
one sided.

Missing

A cheesy design that came from yearning...

Watercolors

No he pintado en algún tiempo pero estas son algunas de las acuarelas. No que sean muy buenas...

Low Beat

My world

- Baby -
Is falling apart
- Sugar -
It's crumbling apart
- Darling -

As I hide in the dark.

My world
- Sweetness -
Is breaking my heart
- Brother -
So come pick me up
- Lover -

Don't let me down.

For D

I breathe you
- Now -
You are in me
- Always -

How did the flowers bloom before this?
Did the sun shine?
Was the birds' song ever as sweet?

My life is now -
Radiant
- With the colors of You

And my heart is
- Finally -
Full.

Thanks to Grace for the illustration.

Bilingual

A spanish girl
Drowning in
- English thoughts.

"¿Donde queda la vida
Sin sueños para soñarla?
¿Qué es de los sueños
Sin vida para vivirlos?"

Is there a way to know?
The truth
- The mystic reality -
Of being
A bilingual being.

Dos personalidades
En una mente
- Dividida -

To Dream to live
- Or -
To Live to dream
The choices
A bilingual being makes.

Cambiar
Para descubrirse
- En el mundo real -

It's all
- Parte del paquete -
In growing up.

Whispers

Hush - my dear -
Hide away your tears.

The ways -
The words -
The whispers of the world
Mustn't defeat us.

There is you,
There is me
- We -
Standing amid the turmoil
- Together -

There is no need to fear.

The Self

The universe
Is huge and vast.

The world
Is wide and full.

The continent
Is deep and wild.

I am
Petty and insignificant.

Can't

Can't
I can't
I can't keep
I can't keep being
I can't keep being in
- In this skin -

Deprived of warmth
Concealed in darkness
Distilling self -
Hate

Why can't
I be
- Someone -
Any one
- Else -

Can't be
Can't be me

Paranoia

The eyes –
The gawking, dreadful eyes
Piercing
Insulting
Invasive

No – not welcome
Not welcome over me

These eyes of depravity and sin
Eat away at my flesh
Destroy my spirit
Corrode my soul

Hide –
Hide me!

No place –
No place to hide me.

Nothing to cover the nakedness
Nothing to dress my bare skin

Exposed –
I curse you.

The Bravery of Emptiness

Yes,
I feel like a mistreated child -

Sitting in a corner.

Filled with a desperate desire to sink into the darkness ,
Become nothing,
& disappear...

On the Brink

All this rubbish
Ensuing in my brain -
All this unfounded hate

I find myself in a fragile,
Fragile state.

Not a focused thought
Not a focused or coherent thought.

I am hated.
Reason must be
Against this weak pulsating machine.

I descend.
The darkness -
It's coming.

Disequilibrium

No change
- Despite the weather -
In the mood of the trees.
They linger in peaceful tranquility,
Obediently swayed by the wind;
Rewarded bountifully with rays of sun,
With sweet singing of birds,
With the love of the world.

And my thoughts,
They betray me –

There is no honor
For an inquisitive, unstable mind.
Rain cloud down pours,
Desperate cries of sorrow,
All the disdain in the cosmos,
These woes –
Are mine
- To own -

the midst of solitude

If there is no room for air,
How do I breathe?

How do I set this petite machine at ease -
Where there is no room to lay down my head?

No room for rest.

There is no stillness
When the mind quakes -
No strength
When the memory breaks.

I push and I push
And I push
- And they help -

Knowing soon the soul will cave
- Soon the connections of the brain
will snap -
Soon the body will collapse.

The heart has been torn.

Y volaré...

Confundida, la niña mira hacia las montañas.

"¿Qué dice mi cabeza? Oigo todo; no escucho nada".

No sabe donde estan sus pensamientos, parecen estar ahora como la montaña que mira fijamente sin mirar - desapareciendo tras de espesas nubes grises.

Second Untitled

- Cut me with your smile -

How I believe in you
And you doubt -

Forget me?
How could you?
You'll break, you know -

I have nothing left.

Memories are
Intangible -